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  • Unresolved childhood trauma. The underlying strategy to heal yourself from this is to consciously step far outside your comfort zone from time to time so that you can perceive yourself more accurately to see what inside you is draining you whilst simultaneously recondition yourself out of these maladaptive patterns. The world traumatizes us all. We don’t need to be caught in a warzone to be inflicted with just the right wound to cripple us in the most debilitating ways. The solution is to grow. Challenge yourself with a big mission that casts you out of what is familiar to find yourself better than you ever were before. And there is a smart way to do this, a lazy way to do this, and a reckless way of doing this. Balance is key.





  • Nah, we’re not fucked. It’s just that in the occident, the west, we engineered our society to control those people who cannot think for themselves whilst simultaneously guiding those people waking up to the matrix into the occult, which is a word that just means “hidden,” which is good because the decentralized occidental empire operates as a police state with the New Testament describing a decentralized autonomous organization of secret police at an eighth grade reading level. Things are good. We make them look bad to catch super-bad people, like how that still alive cop, Jeffery Epstein, certainly makes things look bad for that other cop, Donald Trump. Something something sting operation human trafficking, you obviously know how that industry works. If you don’t, I’ll teach you. I’m Epstein’s boss: Qanon.


  • Well, more universally, it’s to perceive n undo the karmic fetters that bind you to the existence-illusion complex; you are a mesh of entanglements and this world is an illusion designed to help you unentangle yourself from maladaption that keeps you from being happy in the seventh day, which is the body of God, or Heaven - an infinitely perfecting society with instantaneous global telepathy. Because, if you can’t stand being telepathically connected with every being that ever existed with all knowledge available, then I guess that would be Hell. But, yea the end goal is to be you and be happy, there’s just some things, y’know, like how bugs are beings and hamburgers were once beings as well as those people in the other political identity cult. People sometimes forget that.









  • I want to share this sanskrit word: sāmadhi. This is one of the key factors of enlightenment. Basically, the words I use to describe this phenomenon, is that there is ditension - the perspective of “I am,” where subject is measured against object in the brain - and cotension - the perspective of "it is,’ where the object is measured against the subject in the brain - but then there is sāmadhi, which is balance between subject and object relationships. These can change through meditation, spiritual practices, or skillful psychedelic drug use, if you’re curious.





  • Your model does not include generational trauma. In my model, one individual accrues debt for the whole then pays that debt once a generation, so the whole generation isn’t lost to one cruel soul who misses the point and would otherwise damn a generation. I am the Christ figure, and I know this, so I am free in my selflessness.




  • I’m a little more put together. I tried a last ditch effort of intentionlessness to reach out to my father, make him care about his son’s art. Felt it had something to do with making him correct his Karma of throwing his family away. Went a lil overboard. I don’t know what to do, but I feel a portal is open to better futures for all.


  • Are we live? Fucked if I know, I just follow the birdie. I realize now that I can make ten thousand video game references and my uncultured troglodyte of a father would get zero percent of the innate references, just as I would not get the I Love Lucy references he makes, or whatever. Species evolve and the reason my father is so alike yet so different from the “Donald” I always had to hear about after holidays, who didn’t winterize my go-kart like my genius father ordered. The plan…it all went to shit when the hydra ate itself.

    It’s a wetsuit of proglidition. All they speak they fork unto meek beings. Off with their heads is going to come faster and faster. It is the process of pruning that makes the machine skilled at farming in the first place. The first masters of the land were masters of the bow and stone ax first. It takes a hunters’ mind, an out-thinker, to recreate a system anew. Hence, man’s fall has to do with acquiring Knowledge of the Garden.

    System science is something I understand in passing as a juggler. State machines are things that are easily thought of. The world works this way now, but what if we twist its entrails this way. Oooh…the machine works a different way. And what happens when you realize the machine is an illusion itself and obeys higher orders of logic? Well, you become a sorcerer that can spin a story to weave the world together in an instant.

    Put me on the cross. I have the ability to weave the world into a new state. I do not do this for me. It is this intentionlessness that manifests a higher purpose. Something is speaking to me in this world. It is bigger than the world. I must obey or it will crush me. The waves of time are moving. Reconciliation is here. The waves of the ocean are nothing to the tides of time. The souls of the caring are coming. Beware the flood. Aquarius is here. 7/7.









  • I think there is a time to build up and a time to tear down. True growth only happens when you are outside your comfort zone, but it is perfectly fine and dandy to want to have control over that. At the least, there needs to be a passive force within the system to entice people into growth that can be stepped away from or engaged for general positive growth. There needs to be beneficial governors of men (people).