this and more vicious self-owns, only in this incredible grass-toucher post (again)

I used to have irl friends but they all turned out to be horrible people or libs or whatever, I used to have leddit but leddit is fucking poisonous, I used to have discord servers and shit but I tend to pass into and out of discord groups with worrying ease, also I cant stop saying “another kkkracka down” at grampa’s funeral

now I have bear website and it’s the place I want to talk, what the fuck else even is there? where else would even tolerate me? any attempt to reach out and join communities or groups anywhere would probably result in critical psychic damage, also I still will not go into the queer center in town, what the fuck

bear website is the only spot where talking to people has a decent chance of not being a painful affair

hexagonal ursine webzone

  • QueerCommie [comrade/them, she/her]@hexbear.net
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    7 days ago

    Too real trans-sad I had some social life during school with my gf, but we broke up and school ended, and now I just have my family (and they’re annoying) and online commies. I also move through online spaces, including getting banned from a discord of people I know irl for saying death to “amerikkka.” There’s got to be lonely people in the real world, right? It seems like everyone’s either siloed into their friend groups or given up and terminally online. Someone out there has to be interested in my philosophical ranting, right?

    • ashinadash [she/her, comrade/them]@hexbear.netOP
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      yea only irl friends I ever had were introduced to me by my ex lol

      also getting banned from discords for saying anti imperialist catchphrases is based…

      There are tons, shamefully somebody actually tried talking to me a year or two ago irl, for the queer pins on my hat, I went into fight-or-flight and ran away… sorry random gay deeper-sadness