• AnarchoCummunist [he/him]@hexbear.net
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    Trust me from first hand experience, you get over that REAL quick once you break down that wall.

    I DO NOT recommend trying even once. 14 years and 5 days clean from H. All I do these days is shrooms and DMT.

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      26 days ago

      Based and I’m-proud-of-you-for-overcoming-the-most-difficult-thing-pilled

      Also, I have a friend who was horribly addicted to heroin for years, quit many times before quitting for good. Plot twist: she did not inject a single time

      To people that aren’t who I’m replying to: maybe obvious but even without injecting, heroin (well, it’s all fent now) is horrifying.

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        Honestly, as someone who’s had a history of depression and anxiety since highschool, it’s scary how the few times I’ve tried Oxycontin I’ve felt like a normal fucking person. I was having actual fun interacting with people, especially my friends, I was laughing, I was joking around. I felt like the person I remember being from way back when.

        I had tried everything, anti-depressents, therapy through many different professionals, rec drugs such as weed, psychadelics, nothing came close to relieving my symptoms besides maybe alcohol which is totally inconsistent and a poisoned chalice and maybe gabapentin if I even remember it correctly.

        I haven’t touched opiates since the few times I’ve tried it because I just know it will be the end of me.

        • PaX [comrade/them, they/them]@hexbear.net
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          yea

          Real :(

          I don’t think we are born heroin addicts, the capitalist world we live in makes people sick, physically and mentally, and substances are a quick, temporary, relief from it

          I want to believe if we got isekaied into communism we could be happy again

          Selling communism to anime nerds cuz revolution is like a collective isekai

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            What I mean is the effects of heroin are so highly addictive that it’s impossible not to become an addict. The capitalist hellscape only changes whether or not you’re willing to cross the threshold. Under communism, fewer people would be willing to give up. But you’d still have people with addiction problems, with heroin having the worst potential.

        • LeylaLove [she/her, love/loves]@hexbear.net
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          I had the same issue. When I started out on opiates, I wasn’t nodded out, I was taking low doses and cleaning my house, spending time with friends. Gabapentinoids do the same thing but better imo. If it wasn’t for how addictive both substances are (and inconsistent opiate supply) I’d still be on it.

          If you haven’t tried it, kratom is worth giving a shot. Very similar to opiates, but nowhere near as heavy. The withdrawal is also WAYYY easier than real opiate withdrawal if you get hooked

    • AnarchoCummunist [he/him]@hexbear.net
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      I owe my life to Suboxone. I did not use it for maintenance. I used it to ease my withdrawal symptoms. At the end, I was just a bit sick like a light flu or cold for about 5 days then I was baseline again.

      The last few tablets I had I was taking like 1/4th of once of the lower doses. When you want it bad enough, you can get clean but it’s fucking hard. After that, I eventually quit nicotine, and it has inspired me to be healthier overall, so I started getting fit and lost 60 pounds.

  • LanyrdSkynrd [comrade/them, any]@hexbear.net
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    You’d be surprised at how often that doesn’t protect people.

    CW Drug use (is a cw necessary for this?)

    You start on pills, smoking or snorting, but then tolerance grows and your money dries up. Your fear of needles gets rapidly outweighed by your tolerance and withdrawal. Shooting it is much more cost effective, especially with powder heroin that doesn’t smoke well.

    I never met a single person who started shooting it. I started because one time I hustled all day to get money for some, snorted it all and only felt less bad.

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      I started by shooting it. I hate things up my nose. The burning and all that, I’m just very sensitive there. And I’m not the only one. Admittedly, some of those people I turned on with the needle first and I’ll have to live with that the rest of my life.

      Clean 14+ years now at least.

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        Boofing is neat and all, but it’s in many ways more of a pain. You have to do it in private, or risk exposing “too much”.

        Taking a bump is really discrete, and basically all of the associated paraphernalia has valid excuses (straws are things people often carry on them, stuff for making lines can look just like a business card, and nasal sprays, whether for getting drugs up there or clearing out the nose after).

        Injecting isn’t great for your health by any measure, but you don’t have to remove much clothing. There is also valid reasons to be injecting (like HRT), though even in legit cases people will probably suspect drugs. With injecting, it’s really easy to see what you’re doing, and if it’s just IM you don’t even need to be picky. Tie-offs might seem like a pain, but they’re really not that bad.

        Boofing probably beats out smoking though. Thanks to the distinct smells, smoking is really hard to hide. Crack and meth smell nothing like nicotine or weed. Smoking hardware is usually more expensive than the oral needle that’s most commonly used for boofing. Boofing is easier to dose out, still quick acting (while being relatively long lasting), doesn’t come with lung issues, and it usually doesn’t ruin potency the way oral can.

        But you’re right, boofing is a bit overlooked. I think it’s because there is a strong lack of literature (psychonautwiki for example doesn’t seem to list numbers for boofing), and because there isn’t really any legal use-case (DIY boofing and suppositories aren’t that similar).

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    Lemmy Kilminster probably tried most drugs of his time, and he fucking despised heroin and kept warning against it