Ananasova [she/her]
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19·7 months agoyeah, decision became active in January, the news is that yesterday Rosfinmonitoring (Federal Financial Monitoring Service of the Russian Federation) added “LGBT movement” to its own list. I guess, it’s just bureaucratic things?
For those who don’t know what Rosfinmonitoring is:
The Federal Financial Monitoring Service of the Russian Federation is a Federal Service that is aimed to collect and analyze information about financial transactions in order to combat domestic and international money laundering, terrorist financing, and other financial crimes. The organization also provides lists of people accused of terrorist or “extremist” activities and books.
4·7 months agooo, i didn’t know that, thank you!
The most American thing isn’t that the flag (it looks more like Liberian as pointed out other comments lol) but the flagpole at average post office for no reason
not only gaying but also transing
all my characters are canonically trans
This website is called “Myrotvorets” (peacemaker) and it’s not official kill list, it’s a database of people who are considered to be agents of Kremlin, separatists and etc by creators of this site. Personal data of these people (including home address) is published there. It’s still horrible and even though it’s against Ukraine law to publish such data without consent the government did nothing (Former human rights ombudsman Valeria Lutkovska tried to get the authors punished, but she was told that the work of the website was extremely important for Ukraine’s national security. Later, the Security Service of Ukraine issued an official statement saying that it did not see any violations).
The screenshot is old, news with that screenshot was posted in August-September of 2023, i found two sources:
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Pro-Russian, claiming that the Pope was actually added but then deleted from the list: https://web.archive.org/web/20240310112313/https://ukraina.ru/20230830/1049030495.html
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Pro-Ukraine, claiming that the Pope was never added in “Myrotvorets” and it’s just fake: https://web.archive.org/web/20231201061639/https://voxukraine.org/ru/fotofejk-papu-rymskogo-frantsyska-vnesly-v-bazu-myrotvorets
Either way the Pope isn’t on that list and it’s not related to his recent statement.
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the site is also available in Russian and English languages, so the usage of Russian isn’t weird in that case, however i didn’t find any proof of that screenshot being true
evil gender >:3
probably supports Russia for cringe rightwinger reasons
well Russian government banned transition in last year, so that checks out…
i love her content too! She also did coming out as a trans woman when i was questioning my gender and it helped me
LITERALLY ME!!!
2·8 months agoping me too, please!
Challenges
- gender dysphoria
- not having enough energy and will to work and study because of gender dysphoria
- being in closet IRL (except for local meetings with other trans people)
- being awkard and shy in local meetings with other trans people
- living with parents with whom i am not out to, not being able to afford my own living space
- living in country with anti-LGBTQ laws
- not being on HRT
- not being able to change legal gender
- regretting that i could start transition earlier when the circumsances were more pleasant but didn’t because i am a coward
- having pessimistic thoughts about my future
- keeping my negative feelings inside myself, being afraid to talk with my friends (who know that i am trans) about these feelings, not wanting to be annoying and make friends sad
- procrastination
Goals
- start HRT (some steps in this direction has been done already!)
- wear pretty makeup and clothes
- voice training everyday
- don’t forget that i am a woman no matter what
- try to talk with my friends about my problems, ask if they are ready to listen to them
- journaling my problems (this text is basically part of it but i think i might get my personal journal as well where i can write in more details and about more private topics)
- keep working on relationships with local trans group, keep going to their meetings, be more active in their online chat
- come out to my brother, i think among everyone in my family he is most likely to accept me, also he lives separetely from our parents so i could potentially move to him
- try to picture a bright future
- accept my past, learn from my mistakes, do not overanalyse it
- make a list of potential countries that i might move to
- try to optimise my work and study schedule, don’t be too stressed about them, consider finding new workplace
- try something new like drawning or writing a story to express my feelings, ditract myself from negative thoughts and bring something new in my life
- make a small steps but consistently to avoid procrastination
my brain make exact the same scenario in my head and also
similar ones
being sent to past or another world where i can’t obtain estrogen, survive the apocalypse but not being able to find hormones, being in uninhabited island…
i don’t know why my brain do this to me :(