Caffeine, like any other upper, is bound to give you anxiety. I can’t have more than two coffees a day anymore or I’m bound to become very nervous.

Are they misinformed about Palestine or are they actual Zionists

It’s fall again so I can stop having a personality and start wearing cool outfits. I actually like fall with the rain and the wind and the greyness though I want to retreat into the woods in the southern part of the country for a while, to sort out things. Sadly that’s not a possibility right now.

Let’s go another week

Of course they have. And now they know better than to hide in plain sight for a lack of better words.

I don’t know Nasrallah personally but I’m willing to bet money he isn’t just chilling within firing range after days of attacks

No I understand. The people I organize with won’t ever be my friends I think. They don’t have to be, I have a perfect set of friends myself. It’s not that I dislike them but I guess I just tolerate them and we strive for the same thing, which is nice. We just don’t share the same interests, humour, whatever.

There are cliques within the party, nepotism, smugness, you make it, we have it. There are also very friendly people though so I guess it just boils down to who you organize with and who is close to you.

At the end of the day I am organizing though. And so are they. And we are getting successes. We just need to keep finding ways to co-operate.

Like this

I also like to build these miniature things - green houses, regular houses, whatever. Basically puzzles combined with crafts. Really fun.

I lift to get yoked and to beat the fasc.

I also aspire to run a marathon so I train for that.

Otherwise I like gardening and taking care of plants. Make music. Read books.

There’s a rumour at my place of work about a coworker getting on the list for our party for the upcoming municipality elections, which is a touchy subject for my place of work.

Thing is, I know every party member, both out AND undercover, working at my place and nobody seems to know who it would be. I even scanned our list of reps to see if I recognize anyone but nope. It’s probably a big nothing burger but it’s funny to hear.

Sure, and I hope a thing like that will happen. I guess every communist party at one point has to ask themselves these questions when they have a chance of getting in power. But at the same time being pragmatic should only go to a certain length before you start dropping your ideals and I hope we can prevent that.

I’m also worried about winning the election and getting in a possible position of power.

My main reason is that we will never get >50% and we will have to form a coalition with socdems, greens and possibly christian democrats at best. I’ve voiced my concerns about this on several occasions but I never got a clear answer for the tactics behind a coalition like that. I’m all for building a party and I understand that in this system we need to make concessions. But it’s another thing to ask your marxist members to defend electoral politics and possible bad takes you will have when governing. The point I’m trying to make is that I’m not wanting to become the thing we are currently fighting against. And the party’s vagueness isn’t helping with that.

Another thing I’m concerned about is the naivety when it comes to defending yourself against counter attacks from the neolibs and the far right. And I don’t mean just through the media either. We are talking about the second largest city in the country which is the home to the second largest port in Europe and the second largest port for petrochemical production/transportation in the world. It is an absolutely crucial city in terms of global supply chains. There is no way in hell our capitalist class and those of other countries are going to let a marxist party govern a city like that. And while I’m sure we can put up a good fight against media campaigns against us, I’m still a bit worried things might get out of hand, possibly even physical seeing how the far right already has militias ready to go.

There’s some sort of constant anger caused by turning communist that I can’t really seem to deal with. I feel like I can’t always channel it into positive energy for organizing and it sometimes burns me out.

Municipality elections will be in three weeks and we have a good chance of winning in my city. Polls have us at 25% of the votes. So even though organizing feels painfully slow, we do have the figures to show us it is working.

I was trying of something witty or clever to say but I don’t think I can find words to describe my anger here. I hope each and everyone involved with this movie dies in a horrific way.

The painting in the meme isn’t Rothko’s, it’s a Newman.

Also Rothko’s paintings (and Newman’s for that matter) are more complex than they seem to be. Their use of color is really amazing, which was highlighted when some of them had to be restored because right wing nutjobs vandalizes them (Rothko is Jewish). The conservators had a really hard time capturing the exact same color scheme

El Pueblo Unido Jamás Será Vencido

It’s probably one of the easiest ways to start a fight among leftists, this topic. And in my experience it is men who flock to defend an industry they mainly profit off while women, POC, LGBTQ+ community members are the ones going against it, because they are the one receiving the beatings. Men really need to do better at depornographing and depatriarching their thinking.