If it actually is, maybe, but average sex shop stuff is just run-off-the-mill product with a kinky sticker on it. Depending on material it may be conditioned, but that’s still cheaper to do on your own and also makes it a more personal tool, which I like.

Friction burns come more from bad rope handling than bad quality / material. It’s not supposed to rub over skin continuously (but can be used consciously for the sensation, of course).

What meeting a cute bottom does to an innocent girl 🙃

Hard to find something better than that dress <3

Ty :3

Well, I just can’t keep still about it. These are my feelings which I didn’t understand. Today I know these are feelings of a young girl that’s frightened, anxious, alone and screaming for help. There was something blocking my access, which I also didn’t understand. Which finally cracked :>

Well, I’ve not been diagnosed, but there’s definitely a good chance of me being on the spectrum…

Coincidentally I watched Digital Circus just last week :)

Ah, gullible me strikes again :3

<3

Yeah, it started out with these clear and tidy colored forms. Some of my fellow patients went crazy when I “destroyed” it with the next layer 😅

Awww, please ping me if you ever get around to sharing it, sounds real interesting. What more could I wish for than my painting encouraging others to talk and share :3.

Wish you all the best in leaving that toxic place! That’s been one of the most important steps for me to finally get to find myself.

Art has sadly been a rather fleeting thing for me, really only made 2 pieces I feel something for. And a bunch of pencil drawings, mostly for the craft, though. Was pretty obsessed with drawing women, for some reason, hmmmm.

Oh, I’ve started journaling in 2016, haven’t dared to read through it yet, probably gonna be cringe as shit. Before that I only got memories.

Awww, I’m soo happy for you!

That legal change was still one of the most euphoric experiences I’ve had since cracking. The official end to a decades long nightmare :3

Haha, oops, thought it’s just playing on pansexuality, move along 😅

Thank you <3. I’ve been blessed with having them and I enjoy sharing them. Even when they’re slightly dumb sometimes 😆

Ugh, whatever, you have such a cool aura, almost contagious. Wish I had the energy to share like that :3

Now I smell everything. People, flowers, food, trees…fuel 😆. It really is magic

Aww, that sounds great. Mine got a bit better too, but allergies are gonna keep fucking with my smell x(

I fell so hard for her when we had this other music stuff some weeks ago <3

Waow…I’m sorry to hear about your mood. I hope EEn treats you well, I’ve heard only good things about it

<3… Yeah, so far I feel pretty good about the change, but still early, will need another two weeks to get on the proper level.

Definitely will, but I should ask my endo for 25mg tablets instead of 50mg ones. I’d like to halve my intake and quartering a 50mg tablet is gonna suck 😭

Maybe your pharmacy does have pill cutters? Got mine for a few euros, works pretty good for quartering. You could also try to dose every other day, which works fine with cypro, cause of its long half-life. My dose was a quarter every two days. Dosed one last time today… am a bit scared of T coming back, but will test in 2 or 3 weeks…

I may be wrong, but I think I take more after my mom than my day.

He, probably even more the more HRT works. Saw a post recently that went like “Sorry to break it to you, but you’ll just look like your moms!” :')

Uh huh…maybe cypro has an effect on my mental state. I’ll talk to my endo about lowering further, my T is GONE.

Please do, does sound like your dosage is really high. Probably no issue in the short term, but long term, yeah, what Domi said over there 😳. But I totally get the euphoria from losing T… Goddamn, it felt like finally leaving a cage I’ve been forced into as a child.

Wow. I’ve heard of people getting crazy levels from gel. Well, if it works for you, I’m happy 🩷

I mean, there may be some chance of contaminated blood work, but I also used parts of the gel on my scrotum, which may have up to 5x absorption rate apparently. So, not sure how reliable that level was. But my mood was wild, not in a good way, sadly, so maybe that was actually due to too high E. That’s why I switched to EEn two weeks ago, hopefully that gives me more stable levels.

In the future tho, I’m totally gonna open a DIY hormone lab and have the lowest prices on the market (not profit-oriented, I just want people to get the correct hormones they need…). And it’ll include prog, of course! 😆

He, that would be real nice. Actually getting my EEn from a couple with similar spirit, it’s really nice :). I was so anxious about it at first, like where’s the catch, that’s just too good to be true. I was sooo into the idea of my body self regulating T to woman levels, but where I’m from it’s hardly possible to get injections from PHS.

Listen, this is gonna sound made up, I swear…but today I woke up, was groping one of my breasts (just checking) and it felt bigger. Still does. And in the mirror…they just look so lovely, omg 😭. I love them so much. I’ve waited for breasts for a LOOOONG time. Even pre egg-crack, I’ve wanted breasts (very eggy of me, I know 😭)

Awww, I love this :3. I got so euphoric when I first realized that they’re starting to do something. Was just obsessed with them as soon as they started to be more sensitive, can’t wait for them to mature. Funnily enough, I read a thread on reddit today about how the whole HRT timeline of growing breasts is apparently bullshit and how they actually grow/change throughout life, though, to a lesser extent with getting older.

It’s amazing to see your body changing for the better, isn’t it? Changing to align more with how you feel. I still think this is the biggest gift life has given me.

Life taketh, life giveth, I guess :). So happy that it’s such a euphoric experience for you, cis folk will never experience this, huh?

Thanks so much for talking to me, sorry for typing so much 😭
Take care of yourself ❤️

No worries sis, it’s so nice to not feel like I’m not the one imposing and oversharing for once, I always feel like I gotta tone it down <3

You too :3

So nice to hear about all these little experiences you have :)

The smell of my clothes changed so much! When they had this ewy man smell I couldn’t wear anything more than once. Now I even added some washing perfume and it’s just sooo yummy 🌺

Awww, that’s real nice :3

Took me a second to realize what a pan might do there x)

Might encourage me to share some myself.

Sorry for the long answer, but prog is freaking interesting.

Haha, what, I was just gonna thank you for being so elaborate <3

I just like the peace of mind I get with cypro.

Oh, that’s interesting, too. I’ve felt super restless and often depressed on it, though it may also have been affected by a rather high E level from gel (got to 750 pg/ml, if not contaminated), hard to tell. Glad it works so good for you! Guess we’re all a little different, still :3

Oof. I know how expensive DIY prog can get (I checked some sites because I wanted a stash of prog specifically for the oral drunk feeling. It’s freaking expensive 😭) I’d send you some, since I have it so cheap, but I have a very limited supply due to my prescription…I’m sorry 😢

Awww… nw, it’s not that bad, my gyne will prescribe it to me at a later point, but not in year 1 of HRT. I’m not convinced of its supposedly bad influence, too, sucks that we don’t have reliable data.

Also, today I just can’t stop admiring my chest in the mirror 😆. I’ve heard prog can help with that, but I’m not completely convinced it’s because of it. They’re growing so well tho 😭 They’ve been sore the past couple of days…

Well, if I’m being honest, that’s like the main bit that makes me interested in prog, especially if it improves form 🤗. The growth I see make me real euphoric, too. Also got a bit of fat in the right places there :3

Thanks again :)

Got a bunch of gel and Cypro left, but hopefully will need nothing more than EEn and paraphernalia in the future :3

If I may, how’s prog treating you? How long have you been on E when you started with it?

Asking because I’m still wondering if I want to add it in… Would need to get some from unofficial sources, though.

Edit: Oh, just saw your other post, so I guess sex life part is answered :3. Do you feel other effects from prog? Probably not really possible to place anything on it specifically… 🤔

it would require a special diet that you cant get currently.

I really wonder, what makes you say that?

We do have guidelines from authorities about what nutritional values cat food should have and manufacturers usually claim their product follows these guidelines.

Now I’ll give you that - they’ve been shown to be full of shit often - but that’s actually true for both vegan and meat-based formulas. Meat-based even comes with its own set of problems and related health issues, like food containing rotten meat and plastic packaging.

Manufacturers should be put under real scrutiny to make sure their product always contains all the necessary nutrients, vegan or not.