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Cake day: September 11th, 2020

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  • This is such a weird little thing, but I write in an online journal app every day, and I had the thought last night, “What if I played with the font and text to make it pink and feminine-looking?”

    This feels like a joke, and maybe it sounds like a joke, but for some reason, typing with a pink, slightly-more-girly font made me feel a bit “lighter”. It is so weird. For some reason, I have this association between visually customizing the everyday things around you (e.g. using colourful pens and notebooks, putting stickers on things) as being very “girly”, in a way that I used to avoid, and am, deep into my adulthood, finally starting to embrace.



  • Probably just dysphoric enough to justify a spoiler tag, just in case

    So. Unlike everyone else in this thread, I’m in an annoying questioning state where I’m not about transitioning (mtf) just yet. There’s still a lot about my gender identity that I’m just not sure about.

    • I feel like I’m not married to the term “man”, certainly not as much as a lot of men seem to be. Yet, when I see things online attacking “men” in general in a way that I see as being a little bit unfair, it’s hard not to internalize that. So, for example, a recent meme about men being more dangerous than bears. It’s not that I don’t understand the reasoning behind it or that I’m “offended” by it exactly. But it’s hard not to be a little sad at the fact that, insofar as I am perceived as male, I am by default perceived as an unlovable and dangerous subhuman monster. I could take this as evidence that I don’t want to be a man and that I should transition, but is “not wanting to be a man” enough to pull the trigger on a medical transition? It feels like I should be running TOWARDS something I want, not just AWAY from something I hate.

    • There are a lot of boxes on the “Incel” checklist that describe me, e.g. loneliness, lack of deep friendships or romantic partnerships, spending far too much time on the internet. When I read advice for guys in this kind of situation, it tends to be very similar, obvious-but-annoying-and-difficult things, e.g. taking care of your health, introspection, journaling, meditation, finding social hobbies, etc. When I read this lists, I get a bit annoyed and exhausted. And yet, it becomes a bit more bearable if I think of myself as something other than a man, e.g. “Get a hobby” feels like scolding cliche self-help advice, yet “Get a hobby, but trans” feels less bad for some weird unexplainable reason (even if I don’t actually do anything different).

    • A lot of discussions I can find about trans identity talk, explicitly or implicitly, about how a person feels “inside”, e.g. what gender do they feel like they are? I don’t know if I feel like anything in particular. When I’m filling out forms and it has the option, I usually answer “nonbinary” or something similar. I was playing an online game where you can customize your appearance, and the default avatar was a featureless, not particularly gendered, cute looking cartoon person. I tried making it look like how I actually look, but then I realized, “Wait, I kind of prefer the featureless androgynous humanoid cartoon – that’s closer to what I actually feel like”. If you asked me how I imagine myself inside, the honest and silly answer is that I feel like a “Scrimblo Bimblo”-type genderless cartoon/video game character. I’m not 100% sure if “woman” is the right label for me, but I’m not totally against it either – it just feels odd. I will say, when I see happy women, either alone or in relationships, I feel a tinge of envy, and that strikes me as a sign that I prefer the idea of being a woman more than the idea of being a man. I keep thinking to myself “I can’t transition because I’d be an ugly woman”, which I am well aware is a classic thing for trans women to tell themselves before transitioning. The prospect of medically transitioning and still identifying as nonbinary is… frightening, but fear seems like a bad reason not to do it.

    At this point, I’ve been ruminating on this so long that it feels like I’m being annoying and indecisive, like I want you to make the decision for me. I realize that’s a silly thing to want (but, like, could you? Because that would be GREAT!) so perhaps the best I can hope for is that writing this is a useful exercise for me.





  • I visited the Wikipedia article on Henry Kissinger, and I noticed this sentence:

    In contrast, Kissinger is an immensely beloved figure within China, with China News Service describing him in his obituary as someone “who had a sharp vision and a thorough understanding of world affairs”.[11][12]

    What’s the deal with that?


  • From the original article:

    Transit: Five percent of U.S. commuters use transit to get to work. New York City, with its extensive subway and rail system, is the big outlier here—more than 30 percent of workers get to their jobs by transit in greater New York City. The only other metros where 10 percent or more of workers commute via transit are San Francisco (17.4 percent); Boston (13.4 percent); D.C. (12.8 percent); Chicago (12.3 percent); Seattle (10.1 percent); and Bridgeport-Stamford, Connecticut (10 percent).

    So, New York is a big outlier at over 30%, the rest of the big cities have between 10 and 20%, and there aren’t any cities with 20-30%.




  • Thanks. 1 and 2 should make people suspicious of the theory, but don’t necessarily invalidate it. 3, on its own, should be enough for most people to reasonably dismiss her work (assuming scientists haven’t been systematically biased for the past 80 years).

    I guess I’m more interested in the moving parts of WHY the theory is invalid (hearing that a million studies show a certain result is certainly strong evidence, but it’s not the same thing as an explanation). In the case of astrology, knowing literally anything about what stars and planets are makes it obvious that they don’t determine people’s destinies. Whereas I suspect most people would be unable to give a technical answer as to why scientists don’t take MBTI seriously, but DO take the Five Factors Model seriously.





  • Putting aside the much longer and complex discussion that all science can be shaped by racism, anything that specifically involves psychology or sociology absolutely can and must be examined and invalidated for racist (or homophobic, transphobic, etc) history or we are just reinforcing white supremacy.

    Sure, but that’s not the same thing as saying “This person said something racist, therefore we don’t need any other evidence to refute anything else they’ve ever said”. (The phrase “critical support” exists for a reason – sometimes people who are wrong about one thing are right about another). You mentioned that MBTI has been dismissed as pseudoscience by scientists for 80 years. I’m pretty sure those scientists were more rigorous than just “This person wrote a racist novel, therefore their argument is invalid”.

    No need to fall back on fallacies.

    I’m a bit confused by this. Are you saying I’m committing a fallacy (and if so, which one?) Or are you criticizing me for pointing out your fallacy (“This person was bad, therefore their theory is wrong” is just about the most textbook example of the genetic fallacy imaginable).




  • Actually, I want to go back to this comment. It’s been my experience that there are a lot of people who dismiss MBTI for the wrong reasons, usually out of incuriosity.

    The reason I’m not a fan of MBTI isn’t because of a vague sense of it being pseudoscientific or because I’m dismissive of the idea of people using personality tests to understand themselves. The reason I’m not a fan of MBTI is because it gets taken seriously by schools and businesses even though I’m not convinced the results have any predictive power, which is kind of important if people want to consider it a scientific test. For example, the reason Mendeleev’s period table was important wasn’t because he put the elements in an arbitrary order – anyone could have done that. The periodic table was important because it revealed something meaningful about chemistry and could be used to predict the properties of elements that hadn’t been discovered yet. In contrast the MBTI doesn’t really predict anything, it just divides results up in an arbitrary way.

    But at least in the case of MBTI, the act of answering questions about one’s behaviour might be a useful exercise in introspection, even if the result is meaningless. It may be useful in the way that I described tarot cards as being useful. I don’t see anything in astrology that even manages to be THAT engaging.