cosecantphi [he/him]

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Cake day: July 27th, 2020

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  • Yeah your experience here is extremely atypical. A mildly inexperienced LSD user who has a smooth and pleasant trip on one hit will, 99% of the time, be totally obliterated by 5 hits, much less 10. Like going from a walk in the park to literal ego death where you forget your own existence as a conscious entity. Most people say it’s extremely non-linear, my own experience included.

    For me, the length of the trip does noticeably scale with dose, but the potency of the trip itself at peak scales far faster, almost exponentially so.


  • Definitely, they are in no way a party drug. Two people doing hard opiates together is just two people sitting in silence next to each other while they nod out in their own little worlds. That said, when you both run out and have to go through the exact same demented set of withdrawal symptoms together? That builds real solidarity, unironically, but there is no fun/excitement in getting high on opiates. In fact, they sort of kill my ability to have real fun because they are taking up all the mu opioid receptor spots that could otherwise be occupied by endogenous opioid peptides when I do something rewarding.

    I can’t even enjoy music on opioids, which blows my mind. Not even on my Buprenorphine maintenance dose. Once withdrawals start I can listen to my favorite songs and feel things again. Not worth withdrawing over, but it definitely helps pass the time if I have to go there.


  • Yeah so the problem with hard opiates is that they’ll hollow your soul out over time, and they are actively more addictive the more your life sucks when you start using them. People who have good lives tend to be more likely to say things like “opiates are too subtle/overrated”. But when shit sucks, opiates make you feel content. Obviously that’s real bad if you weren’t already somewhat content with life. When I started using them I felt like I found some sort of answer to everything wrong with me. But my problems didn’t go away, I just stopped being bothered by them.

    The shittiest thing is that this effect isn’t reliable. It’s called the honeymoon phase of opioid addiction. Within a few months of active opioid addiction, you’ll stop feeling the effects, but you’ll still need to continuously use them to avoid horrific withdrawal symptoms.

    I recommend LSD, Shrooms, or dissociatives instead. The euphoria can be vastly superior because it isn’t this kind of “ultimately contended, but empty” euphoria you get with opioids. Instead you just sort of feel really good about the actual positive shit that exists in your life and around you.














  • After this, I will never again fail to mercilessly dunk on any liberal who blathers on about how DPRK, Russia, Iran, and Venezuela are rogue, irrational states. Not while Israel continues to exist in any capacity other than as a terrible memory. This apex reactionary state is the perfect definition of everything liberals complain about in US state enemies, yet Israel’s inalienable right to commit war crimes and genocide galore with US weapons and funding is forever unquestioned.

    At what point does it become comical even to the unobservant libs who think Russia invaded Ukraine out of nowhere in 2022? How can one think that is a moral black hole beyond the point of no return, yet also apparently that the Israeli invasion of Lebanon is complex and nuanced?

    I’m sorry, I hardly use non-Hexbear social media anymore, and day by day I get more incredulous that the garden variety western libs continue to exist like this with no sign of slowing down.