I have been successful at transmuting trauma into poetry in the last couple months. I used to write tons of poetry and music as a teenager and through my 20’s but then went through a long dark time.

I am so glad this creativity is finally coming back to me and at a time I need it most. I have even thought about writing and performing new “demo tapes” as I call them. In the past I’ve only shared this music with close friends but I have been feeling more brave lately so I am considering performances at small places.

Being creative for me right now is so huge and I am finally letting it out again. It’s a great feeling.

I am currently getting plenty creative writing my bachelots 😂 I am trying hard to not outright copy the textbooks but in the end a lot of it boild down to exactly that with like a couple of extra papers inbetween, its hard girls 😭😂