I have hyperrealistic dreams and even experienced pregnancy while dreaming - feeling a baby kick, as if an elbow touched me from the inside. That was so euphoric, but when I woke up, I was so heartbroken 😭

I would literally commit multiple crimes if it meant I could undergo a succesful pregnancy. Even if I died, I would at least have succeeded this, and science could advance knowledge of how to improve chances for other uterus lackers.